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Are you still there, my dear friend? I am sorry for keeping you waiting for such a long time;
Where are you now, my bosom friend? I know it is so bad to wait for somebody for a long time?
I think I have been used to be waiting, because every time when I tried to make a date with my friends, I should reach the point early. I can’t stand my friends waiting for me, so I choose to be the guy who will wait for them. To be honest, I tried to wait for a special friend for a little long time. And now, I have come to realize that once you are sure that she won’t appear, you should quit and just go away. But I didn’t do that. Although I have told myself many times to give up, I yield to my expectation. And then, I knew how important she is in my life, but just living in the dream. Everyone needs to look forwards, not just searching the memory for happiness. Life is full of ups and downs, so I don’t agree that we must seek for perfection. Sometimes we have to be satisfied with what we have, and we should be happy even if not all the things are going in your way. So I just stop waiting, and start to seek for a new life, in which there won’t be many unknown-result waiting.
Where can I find you, my special friend? Search my dream for you but only to find nothing!
Where are you, my dream girl? I am sorry I have forgotten that I made up my mind to get you out of my head. And I think I can do this no matter how bitter it will be.
There have been many times that I decided to forget about you and just leave you alone, but I won’t make to same mistake this time. I am really of being such a promise-breaker. This time, believe it or not, I will persist on it!
Although she is not the one who can let me be willing to wait for a very long time, she is my friend, and this won’t change forever. Maybe just being a friend can lat both of us happy. That is funny, because I should realize it earlier. And if I had done that, my life would have been changed more colorful. But the reality is not the one you expected before, and I can take it.
To be honest, I don’t regret being waiting for her, and now I really feel relaxed, because I have already tried my best.
When time goes by, and when the voice inside me that is asking “where are you?” I think I won’t look back any more! Because I have changed, I am not what I used to be any more! |
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