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Dear Michelle:
Sweet heart, honey, I hope I can call you that the rest of my life!
After a long time thinking, I have made up my mind to tell you that I am in love with you. Please trust me, I have tried to ignore the feeling you give to me, but I failed to hide it, because I am totally attracted by you. And the feeling about you is so strange that I can't stop it no matter how hard I have tried. But to be honest, the feeling is very good, it is wonderful .I like it, and I would do anything I can to make it last forever. That is the reason why I write this letter to you.
This is the first time for me to feel the real love, and I know it is different from the sense of just feeling good. I know I love you , when I can't help thinking of you; when I find myself care about you more than myself; when I want to do whatever I can to make you happy. I don't want to cheat myself; I know it for truth that I need you in my life!
I really want to spend the rest of my life with you. And I don't want to lie to you about my past. To tell you the truth, I liked two girls before. The first girl I did like is my mid-school classmate, chu. But you should know that I didn't start with her. She didn't even give the chance. Because she didn't trust me for I was too young at that time to understand the meaning of love and to take the responsibility. Honesty speaking, I didn't get her out of my head until the last semester was over. And now, I know she is just one of my classmates and friends.
While the second girl is my high school classmate, she used to be my good friend. Because of my naive thought that if I start to like someone else, I will forget chu easily. I hurt her so deeply that I can't forgive myself and I can't face her. And now I do regret that I dated with her. When dating with her, I found that chu was still there in my mind. So I felt guilty, and I started to hate myself, because I became the bad guy I really don't want to be. At that time, I chose to escape from all of my friends, especially her and chu. Because of that, she couldn't stand me and decided to break up with me. I couldn't say anything but sorry. I felt really sorry because I found that I didn't feel sad when she wanted to break up with me. This truth let me know the fact that I just hurt a good friend for the question that whether I could forget chu or not. So I felt guiltier, and I was in a state of hating myself during the last semester. For that reason, I didn't study well until the final examination came.
After that bad thing, I did think that I wouldn't fall in love with someone when I am at school. and at that time, I really thought that maybe I was just a bastard, so I had made up my mind to change myself .but when I felt that I wouldn't love anyone, you just came into my heart. This really puzzled me. I don't know, but it just happened. And now, I really miss you everyday.
Reading your message, I feel happy; reading your message, I feel comfortable; reading your message, I can't help thinking of you. when I didn't receive your message, I felt disappointed; when I didn't receive your message, I couldn't be sure what to do; when I didn't receive your message ,I would be lost in the missing about you. so I think I love ,I know I am in love with you.
believe it or not, I asked myself whether I was sure that I was in love with you; I told myself not to make the same stupid mistake that I treat the friendship as love; I warned myself not to hurt a good friend. But, after the long time thinking, after the careful consideration, I know that I am in love with you.
I love you what you are; I love you for the everything you have, goods and bads ;I love you for the way you talking to me; I love you for the good temper you have; I love you for... you are the first person that gives me the strength to start over. This is the first time that I know what to do for our future. I will do my best to let you take me to your heart. I won't give up this time; I will try no matter how many times I may take.
I want you to know that: for better or worse, till death do I leave you ,but my heart for you will go on; whatever it takes, I will try my best to make the right boy for you; whenever you need me, I will be there for you no matter how difficult it will be. I want you to know that my heart beats for you!
I think you are the once a life time opportunity for me. I will treasure you if only I can breathe!
Michelle, I love you, could you be my girl! |
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